So, it's January 2012. This is the Age of Aquarius and the year of the end of the Mayan Calendar. I think people may be losing their minds this year too. But doesn't history repeat itself? Haven't we been down this road before? It seems folks are always looking, searching for something. Some thing to explain what happened to them in their lives. We're always looking outside ourselves for the answer- any answer other than the one we know to be true.
Why do we do that to ourselves? Maybe that is the question we need to be asking. Why does it always have to be something or somebody elses fault for why you're so fucked up? Can you (for once) look at yourself in a mirror and say "I have some responsibility in all this shit"?
I know it's hard but, things might start getting easier after that. You may not even believe it initially but remember Grasshopper, practice makes perfect. But then again, if you take responsibility or blame of any kind, that would technically make you less of a victim. Then who would you be?
God, you've been telling your story to yourself and others for so long that you actually believe that shit. Newsflash...the people you're telling your story to have heard it so many times that they can predict the precise moment you're about to launch into telling it - yet again. That's code for - they're damn sick and tired of hearing it. You have a label. A neon sign if you will. They see you coming when you're a mile away. You and your story.
Any plans on switching out your tape soon? If the Mayan Calendar can end this year, maybe, just maybe, a change in your story might be in order.
It's January 2012... Do you know where your life is headed?
Be Well
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