So, it's been just shy of one full year since my last entry. And tonight... I feel like venting. So I've come here to a safe place where no one who knows me, knows me. Here, I can throw up on the proverbial page and not be judged. So here's my rant... and I must worn you, it has to do with a guy. Well, there you go.
So I met this guy (it's really a long story, but suffice it to say that it took a while for us to finally get together) and we started out really great but somewhere along the way, he decided that he was looking for something different. He wasn't sure what made him happy (wow... I have a sneaking suspicion that I'm going to make him out to be an asshole). He just needed to find out what made him happy and he just wanted to be friends.
Well, I told him that I couldn't be his friend, nor did I want to. Freaking friends? Come on... who does that? I couldn't even be mad. I just sent his ass packing (figuratively). I told him it was best that we go our separate ways, that way he wouldn't feel obligated. Wow... what a jerk. I can't pretend it was all him though. I had my part to play. It just seems so unfair. Why must I be reduced to internet dating? It seems so odd to me.
More than likely, I will crawl back into the shell from wince I came and that will be that. He may get married in 3 months...bastard! That felt good. Why does trashing another feel so good when we feel we've been wronged?
He certainly deserves some of this anonymous trashing on my blog; but certainly not all of it. What the hey? I'll probably never see or hear from him again. That totally grates.
Be Well
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